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Sent to a friend secretly wished i'd get pregnant so as to keep meyself next to my boyfriend. so that i could let go of my ambitions (career, goals, dream) so often cited but perhaps no longer valid. the truth is that i experienced bliss next to my boyfriend but the life i saw myself sharing with him was not what i had dreampt of, and or planned for.i could maybe breathe and enjoy the simple joys of life--a baby, a man i love. a good life. but i never got pregnant and so i've left my love so as to move on with my life and continue pursuing my 'grand' plans. i'm afraid of what's to come. i miss sharing my bed with him.
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