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Sent to a friend[55] i want my ex to be jealous of my new relationship
Here's the deal. I'm in a loving, commited, fantastic relationship that I know will lead to marriage. We've been best friends for a couple of years and he's seen me through the best and worst times in my life. He also witnessed my emotional rollercoaster with my ex. This ex was a guy I dated on and off for about 3 almost 4 years. We never ended up in a commited relationship. It really only consisted of whenever I was in town, we'd hook up. There was a time I loved him, but knew he was just having his fun with me. He would tell me that after all he finished dating other people and I finished dating other people, that we'd get married. That he wanted me, more than anyone else. After going through this for almost 4 years, living off of the crumbs of attention he'd throw my way, I finally put an end to it and cut off communication. If the man really wanted me, he would have made sure no one else had me.So now, I'm dating this amazing man who's loved me all along and who I never gave a second thought to. I never thought I'd be this happy and all I do is think about our future. He completes me in every way.
So why do I still get a thrill out of knowing that the ex has heard about my new relationship? Why do I get a little jolt imagining running into him and telling him I'm engaged and am so happy without him? Does this mean I'm still not over it? Because I'd never want to be with this guy. I just want him to realize he could have had an amazing woman and he blew it.
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- Move the fuck on. ALl it's going to do is piss your new guy off.
- the way i see it you were in a one sided love relationship, where only you cared about the relationship.
now you have what you always wanted. so let the past fade away. the first guy just isn't worth your attention anymore.
you should have left him a long time ago.