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Sent to a friend[28] Mom And Dad Didn't Ask For This
The last time I had a hug was when my friend left for college in August. Even then, it was just a quick embrace that friends give each other.Hugging makes me feel so uncomfortable. My mom and dad used to hug me, but I pulled away, so they haven't tried in a long time.
I know I sound silly, but I don't like being touched. My friends will ask why occasionally, but I shrug. I can't tell them the truth. I can't tell them that when I was 11, I was raped, and from that moment I haven't been able to accept affection from people.
Believe me, I want it so bad I could cry. In fact, I'm crying right now, but I just don't know how to let people hold me like that. Especially the ones I love. It was nine years ago that it happened, and although he still haunts my dreams, I'm not going to let him ruin my life anymore.
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- be strong and have faith that eventually you can accept love from people i know its hard after going through something so horrible but its possible. dont feel bad about sharing your expirience and reasoning as to why you feel the way you do with soeone you trust you never know it may help, itll probably never truly go away but it may just help.