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Sent to a friend I think religion sucks. It looks 'holy' on the outside but has no power at all in actually changing my heart. Only a real relationship with a living person name Christ 'works'. Envy, jealousy, lust, all the issues are now just one ball of flames in sacrifice to Him. He accepts all my shit and in exchange gives me His love and acceptance. Day after day more and more shit and He accepts me for who I am and Its intoxicating. A real high to know He died for me and gave me His all for all my failure. I sit here tonight with my big family and nice job and deep in my heart I know I am a piece of crap without Him. My heart is jealous of others with more, insecure regarding my weaknesses, stubborn when confronted with change, critical of others, a hypocrite and I still Him whispering to me to offer it to Him as a sacrifice of praise and I then see Him on that mysterious Cross saying "Father, forgive him cuz he doesn't know what he is doing'. Well I believe! He loves me and that is better than all the pot, the beer, the sex, the blow, the money, the friends and accomplishments. He is simply bliss.Rating:0.00