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Sent to a friend Hi. I'm 16 years old. Last summer I had a 21 year old neighbor who had a friend who was 24, and we felll in love and me made me feel like I was everything to him. People slowly got suspicious and I hated everything about it because I wished they could just accept us. My neighbor got married and I was a bridesmaid and my "boyfriend" was the best man. I felt like I belonged so much. His boss eventually found out about us and then he got "scared" and basically started dumping me and not talking to me. I loved him so much and I kept calling and wanted to see him, and getting rides to his appartment while lieing to my parents about where I was going and I could tell he didnt feel the same but I never gave up-I was 15 and I lost my virginity to him and every time I came over we had sex, in his shower, on the floor, on his bed, wherever. One day I got him to come over and my parents weren't home, and we had sex in my basement and it's the back way to the unfinished part and now I HATE going back there. I regret all of it so much because it fucked me up so bad. I stopped eating, I couldn't sleep, I couldn't stop myself from calling him at work, wanting to see him and everyone hated it. Eventually he told me he'd call in a couple months and i'd be ok if I left him alone for a while. I went to LA and the night I Got back he called me all drunk telling me he wanted to be back with me and to come over the next day, and have sex and stupid little me, I did it because I loved him, and a week later I found out that he's going out with the girl I mentioned at the beginning's best friend, who pretty much replaced me, He moved to Wisconson with her and now I think they're getting married. I 'm happier now, but sometiems I get so angry at myself and him and I feel like saving this girl from him even thought she replaced me. So that's my story. I almost killed myself through all of it and i'm damn glad I didn't.Rating:4.00
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- was the sex good?